This just brightens up my day!!!! lol

I can sing HIGHHHHHHHHHHHH...lol

A Change Has COME!!!! (LITERALLY..)

It appears that the "Hit Gospel Stage Play???: A Change Is Coming" will be hitting the road this summer for one last chitterling circuit run! We kicked off the tour in Kinston, NC a couple of weeks ago, and it was quite interesting to say the least.

I arrived in Kinston, NC only to find that Matthew Knowles, I mean Micheal McCorkle, got rid of those "weapons" that he deemed were against his production. I guess he really meant business when he told us not to get too comfortable because we could be replaced in minute. I mean no type of professionalism, he just brought two new folks and ceased communication with the original two cast members. REALLY MR MCCORKLE????

But I've digressed, If you're not busy you should come out see me in this Velocity Award Winning (Don't ask me what that is....) show (That's if I don't get cut)....

Kinston, NC - Saturday April 18, 2009

Greater Kinston Community Development Corp.

Kinston Lenoir Performing Arts Center

2601 North Queen Street

Kinston, NC 28501

Lubbock, TX – Friday June 19 – Saturday June 20, 2009

Lubbock “Juneteenth” Celebration
Lubbock Memorial Civic Center Theater

1501 Mac Davis LaneLubbock, TX 79401

Washington, DC - Friday July 10, 2009

Live DVD Taping

Historic Lincoln Theater

1215 U Street, N.W.Washington, DC 20009

Philadelphia, PA - Saturday July 25, 2009

National Church Ushers Association of America, Inc.

Marriott Downtown Philadelphia

1201 Market Street Philadelphia, PA 19107

More dates to come... Stay tuned!

And I Heard..

You seem to have a mystery of me
I AM here to broach it
I AM HE who resides in everything growing and glowing
I AM not one to try and hide
I AM here and I show it
Make no mistake
Satan is the father of lies
BUT I AM father to him, all of them
In you I lie

Do you understand what you feel inside?
Let ME light you, let that guide, know I got your side
Do you understand what you feel inside?

Look at your light bright, do you know how bright you are to ME?
You're homemade star in MY sight
And I'm guiding you, constantly moving
There is a reason for your life
You'll never understand it
It's MY plan
Just have faith in ME with all your might
Just have faith in ME
In you I light

Do you understand what you feel inside?
Let ME light you, let that guide, know I got your side
Do you understand what you feel inside?

Before each breathe
in, out and in
before that I begin
Let you light guide

No biases
No prejudices
I AM the blood flowing against gravity
Hear ME

Before each second
Before each blink
I AM the milli-second
before the milli-second it took you to think

I AM the glory
I AM the might
Understand I brought you here tonight

Do you understand what you feel inside?
Let ME light you, let that guide, know I got your side
All you sides , all the time
All your sides , all the time

Do you understand what you feel inside?

Hard To Read.

Someone told me the other day that I was hard to read...

I replied, "How so?"

They replied, "I don't know you just are..."

Yea I know, that makes no sense!!

Especially since they couldn't even give me an example of how I was sooo hard to read..

I would normally write it off and and keep it moving

But it really hit me this time, cause this wasn't the first person to tell me that..

So I stepped outside of myself for awhile and tried to see what others my see..

Maybe I would find something that I subconsciously give off that I may actually be oblivious to....

MY CONCLUSION...

In each separate situation I found that the person was expecting a specific type of behavior for a given situation..... and when I didn't act as expected, I became labeled "hard to read"...

It's like a science project... Each experiment has hypothesis, observation, and conclusion.

SO when:

Hypothesis=Observation, then conclusion = Able to be Read

OR when:

Hypothesis not = Observation, then conclusion= HARD TO READ

I find that most people's hypothesis' are based off pure personal/life experience, and they tend to group all people in a particular category.... Most of the time people's hypothesis are correct ...

HOWEVER, there are some select few that can't categorized and usually prove other's hypothesis' false.

NOT to sound arrogant or conceited (I'm really for from it), but I think myself to be among the select few that can't be categorized.

So yea, I'm cool with being hard to read...

I'm not a book though...

I'm just me...

Tooo Soon

Really can't explain the way I feel
All I know is all I want you to be near
I know that its due, but please be patient I'm learning you
and all I want is you too learn me too

So when I say lets take our time
Understand that I'm not offering game
Hopefully in time
How u and I deal will change
It’s too soon to say I "love" u

I can say it too make your heart feel good
But its best that we are both understood
Its important that I'm the same way for you right down the line
And that you see is what I want to shine

There’s so much I want to say
so much I feel inside
I just want it to be right, so lets take our time to hopefully forever...

Afterwhile..

Afterwhile, afterwhile

This too shall past

Afterwhile Scars will heal, you'll love again

It won't hurt you afterwhile

Stuck between if and when

You prayed and tried But still no end

God's purpose soon you'll understand

It won't hurt you afterwhile

Afterwhile, afterwhile

This too shall past Afterwhile

Scars will heal, you'll love again

It won't hurt you afterwhile

So when the pain has come to end

And now your heart is whole again

Help someone who needs to know

That it won't hurt them afterwhile

Reminisce of my 1st L () \/ |= .....

Every time I see you
It's like I get this feeling
A feeling that makes me wonder
What could have been?
Where would we be?
Were we just meant to be for a season, why not eternity?

Every time I see you
I reminisce of the times we shared

The many times I'd rush from class to catch you on AIM
The countless nights we'd spend on the phone
The " you hang up...no you hang up" type of phone conversations
At times we'd run out of stuff to talk about
But we were both content..
Just to hear you breathe was enough.

Every time I see you
I reminisce of that feeling...
You were the very first thought of each day
As well as the last voice I heard at night..
It was like you were made for me
And I was made for you...
Truly inseparable (I thought..or felt rather)

Every time I see you
I reminisce of the day when the season changed...
The leaves started to wither...
We drifted apart in the wind of destiny...

AND I...

Was left with these feelings and bittersweet memories...
Tried to hold on and resist being blown away...

AND YOU...

Seemed to have spread your wings and fly briskly in the sky...
In time I eventually moved on and learned how to fly again...

What was I to learn?
What were these feelings?


Was it LOVE...?